Hue

I recognize beauty when I see it
Don’t underestimate the power of my eyes
They are white like the air outside
Hidden dimensions there
And my body too
Only with specks of blue and yellow
To satisfy ruin and anguish
That comes from that space inside
Behind my breasts
Sometimes it tears through me
But don’t think I will let you guess
No
I am the master of my own damnation
The author to my own telling, my own web
As these words ponder the meaning of
Water against rain don’t lose yourself
Stay steady
The thing inside may rot whole
But only temporarily
Only for a lifetime
And then it ends where everything is white again
Like the dying explosions in the night sky
Surprising just the same
Subliminal, unsurpassed
A terrifying work at hand
If only hearts and minds would connect in some way
This pain would suffice
Deteriorate
Like my body in the ash and rain